Physics is frustrating!

Okay, because I fail at updating and such stuff, here is just a quick meme I wanted to do.
At least it's something, ne? ^^''
Took this from x_lichti_x :D


1) Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/series/games/bands that you've had an obsessive fannish love or interest in at some time in your life.
2) Have your f-list guess your favorite character/member from each item.
3) When someone guesses correctly, strikethrough the item and put the name of your favorite character next to it.


① Angel Sanctuary (Belial/Mad Hatter)
② Tactics
③ The Faculty
④ High Tension
⑤ Pirates of the Caribbean (Cpt. Jack Sparrow)
⑥ Final Destination (All of them)
⑦ King of Queens
⑧ Little Britain
⑨ Prison Break (Michael)
⑩ Sailor Moon (Sailor Uranus)
⑪ Dragonball (Vegeta)
⑫ Noir (Chloe)
⑬ Zelda
⑭ Baten Kaitos (Lyude)
⑮ Dark Cloud
⑯ Tony Hawks Pro Skater, etc.
⑰ the GazettE (Kai)
⑱ The Rasmus (Aki)
⑲ Kagrra, (Nao)
⑳ An Cafe (Yuuki)



I'll just count Mangas as books and Animes as series xD

I'm off to Dublin!!

See you again on Wednesday :D

I fail at updating... Shame on me!
As soon as I find time for it, I'll make a huge update. With lots and LOTS of pictures. From last christmas till today.
But until then I'll try to at least update every once in a while.

By the way, my new time table is awesome and I'm in the middle of my exams, so yeah...
And in 2 weeks I'll be in Dublin for 5 days! And then I'll get hollidays. :D

Well alright... That's it for now. Sorry for not updating at all D:

I'm still alive and sorry for the long absence, but school was a pain in the ass and I didn't find the time to post something. But this will just be a sort of statement to current events. As soon as I get holidays next week, I'll post more. So~





Well... that'd definitely be "Thriller". I just love that song and the theme of it. It really has something attracting.
About his death. I was really shocked about it this morning and didn't really believe it in the first second. I'm not really sure how I feel about it. It definitely is a big loss and it's sad that such a big icon has to go in such a way. Especially since he wanted to have his big comeback.
But I don't think that it'd be best to moan about it or cry and cry and cry, but he should rather be honored for what he managed and we should just continue to enjoy what he did.
Yeah... that's basically my thoughts about it.

Tomorrow I'll be in Bochum~
I'm excited :D
My first real favorite band and I'm going to see them again x3~
*runs off to bed*

So the scans are finnaly there.
Have been waiting for the new Arena Special with Kai for the whole weekend.
But now I'm not so sure what I should think about it.
It's wa~y different from what I expected and I already thought it might just be another dark and gloomy shooting as I saw the preview of the cover.
And it's true. Where is the happy and smiling Kai? The only time I felt a little bit of the good old Kai was as I looked at the polaroids. But seeing the other pages left me feeling a little bit strage. My first weren't something like "wow" or "gorgous" or "he looks so sexy". I rather wanted to hug him, since he seemed so lonely and depressed. And I know that the theme of the shooting was "Solitude", but still. They did a good job with reflecting it. But I'm not really sure of what to do with it.
Up till now I can't really say that I like this shooting at all. It's just another one of the gloomy and dark Kai, which is the one side of him I'm growing to hate. I'm sick of seeing him looking like that all of the time. I'm missing the old Kai, the one I fell in love with (not fangirl-wise). *sighs* Maybe I just have to wait a little bit and look at it more often to start liking the shooting. (and I already ordered the magazine a while ago...)
But it's not just Kai who seems to have changed. It's the whole band. And I know that a band changes once in while, chooses another direction or makes a turn in the music style. But it's something else and I'm not really sure of it. I first noticed it last week when I've seen the beginning of their live on the 25/3 as they released their single (will write more about it another time). During the interview in the beginning it was still okay, though I had got the feeling that Kai seemed really distant and not paying attention at all. But then there was the live and I was excited, since I just love seeing those guys live. That's what turned me into a fan, so it's something special. But this recording didn't really gave me the feeling of "yes, those guys rock!". Even though it's one of my favorite songs live. The performance seemed so ordinary and even a little boring, I even skipped a little bit of it since I couldn't stand it. And that's the first time I've ever done something like that...
I fear that I might loose faith and interest in them... It's not that I don't like there music or their current releases any longer, they are awesome, but they seem so distant and it's getting more and more prominent. I'm so hoping that there might be a tour outside Japan again and that they'll come back soon. I have a feeling that seeing them live, really in person on a stage in front of me, could get me closer to them again.

Oh well... that's just me thinking a little bit v_v

WTF????
I'm looking out of the window, just to see that it's fucking snowing??!!
Oh great... Now I have to take the car.

Hey guys! I'm amazed that I finished this xDD


So it all started with the journey to Cologne. I didn't really pay any attention to the landscape, since it wasn't my first time in Cologne and I've always taken the same trains. So I've spent my time playing with my DS, which was really nice~ I had no time for it in the last months.

Well around 12:30 pm my parents and I arrived at Cologne and took the subway to get to our hostel, but we were a little to early and our room wasn't ready yet. So we left our suitcase there and left to see a little bit of the town. We had a pretty good location, since we had the shopping street next door.

We ate a little bit at Burger King and continued to the Rhein, since my father wanted to sit at café. We couldn't find one directly at the river, but I've seen a music shop that looked strangely familiar. I remembered that I've seen one like that on the pictures from Kai's blog, which he posted along with other pictures from Cologne. I thought that was pretty funny. xD
Anyway~ we found a café at last. It was near the cathedral and I drank a nice cup of hot chocolate :3 And I made some pictures~ Just a few, because my parents always kept walking and I had no real time to make pictures.


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Well after our little trip through the town we went back to our hostel. I had to get ready for the concert and I wanted to be on time. My father wasn't really happy with our room, but I wonder what he expected xD It was okay and very cheap. I had no problems with it, all though the pillow was a little bit stupid... XD

Anyway~ we took the subway and as soon as we left it, we just followed the other people. That way I didn't have to search for the hall for hours. We got there pretty quickly... And god that was a pretty dirty area. Old warehouses everywhere. I wouldn't want to live there at all... I didn't make a picture of the venue, since it really wasn't something special. There were only a lot of fans standing in front of it, so that it was hard for the cars to pass by xD The funny thing was that I had been really nervous on the way to the venue, but as I stood in the queue and in the crowd later on I hadn't nervous at all.

We arrived around 6 pm and that was the time you could get inside. I've been delighted with how quick you could get inside. The organization was pretty good, so nothing to complain about. If I remember Gazette's live in Berlin... This one was organization wise a completely different dimension.

I left my jacket with my parents, since I didn't know, if there'd be a decent wardrobe and I didn't want to carry my jacket around with me. After I got through the gate I came into some kind of court yard. The toilets were on the right sight and the entry to the actual hall was on the left side. In the middle of the court yard was a queue, but I couldn't really see why they were standing there, so I thought it was the merchandise shop. Oh how wrong I was... I've actually spent 10 minutes standing in the queue for the wardrobe... *fails* As soon as I noticed that I went into the hall and immediately stumbled into the right queue. xD I got the front pretty quickly and bought a shirt and the CD (I'll post pictures of the merchandise tomorrow). I actually wanted to only buy the shirt before the show, since I could just put it on and wouldn't have to carry something around, but I wasn't sure how quick the CDs would be sold out, so I bought it as well. Which left me there with a bag.

Well after I've left the merchandise shop I went into the crowd and tried to find a nice place, where I'd have a good few of the stage. I found a good spot in the middle of the hall and on the right side, since there would be my favorite members. I've solved my problem with the bag by putting it under my shirt and putting the front of it into my trousers, so that it wouldn't fall out. xDD I felt so fat, but it worked and I had my hands free.

After I did all this I just had to wait...


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Hey guys~
I'm back from Cologne!! And I had a great time~!
I'm already working on my report, so I hope I'll be done this evening.
I really do... xD

Hey there~

Yesterday had been a awesome day! Because I was taking more time than usual in the morning, I noticed that a envelope arrived and I was wondering what would be in it.
As soon as I held it in my hands I knew... It's from Heresy! :D
My membership card finally arrived after I waited for 5 months or something like that. Gosh, I've been SO happy and I can tell you, it's great >D
But I feared that I wouldn't manage my Maths exam that day, since I was thinking about the membership non stop. But I think I did a very good job, Maths was really easy, so I won't worry about it. And it was my last one for this round, so two more weeks and I'll have holidays! Now if that's not awesome XD

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LOL!
XD I actually made one bit... And nothing else happened! What the? XD
I've got it for 10,49 $. It's cheaper than the shipping!
Oh well... I'll go back to bed now! xD

It's 3:40 AM right now, I'm really tired and I still have to wait for half an hour until the auction ends...
I wonder, if I'll get it and how much it'll cost... Please not too much XD I really don't have a lot of money right now. And by the end of the month I'll see Ancafe! So I need some money for the concert. Oh well~

Anyway... Yesterday I missed Kai's radio show. I came home and looked at my comp to see that Quicktime wasn't playing anything allthough I had started it in the morning. So now I know that it doesn't work, if I start it too early. I'll probably have to ask my father again, who nearly freaked out, because he didn't know, if he had to do something with the player. xD Last time he said he wouldn't do it ever again. xD
When I came home from my PE lesson I checked gazette_media and noticed that Kai finally aired DISTRESS AND COMA. And I missed it!! But I've been so happy, that some others could record it. That really made my day.
And how I love this song! It's so beautiful, especially the strings in the background. I've been surprised when I heard them the first time, since it's really something new in Gazette's music.
The funny thing is, I hate the short beginning that's on the OHP, but after Aoi started to broadcast a preview of the song and I could actually hear something of it, I fell in love. The preview was already amazing, but the whole song! Woah. I'm soo looking forward to this single. Why can't it already be released and arrive here? (>.<)

By the way~ I finished my skilled work on Saturday and Physics went pretty good yesterday. Although there were some really hard tasks. I'm fucking happy that I'm done with these two things. Makes me feel a lot better~

Skilled work and three tests next week.
Oh I really have a good timing...
There's still a lot to do for this weekend. Writing and learning a lot.
Let's see if this is going to work.

I just died



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I'm startig to get sick of this winter.
It's snowing again (<.<)
Where is the spring?

I DID IT!!!!

I've got my driving licence!! ^0^~
*dances*

Just one hour more until my practical licence test (do you call it that way? XD) starts.
And I'm not nervous at all, which is kinda strange since I've been nervous yesterday. Hmm~ I just hope that my inspector'll be nice and won't let me do too~ strange things. xD
But anyway~ Cross your fingers! (>.<)

FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!!!